Finally Have a Break

I have finally finish my proposal for Marketing Plan.. Yeap.. no need to be so stress now.. but the sad things is i still need to study for my Law paper as i fail that paper.. got to retake next saturday.. sob sob.. Today, i meet YG and dom after their hair cut. we went to suntec city to look for a SD card in the PC fair..

There is so crowded.. we felt that we are like hamburgers.. haha.. we walked until about 5+ then we decided to go and look for Jolene and Yunjie as they are working in level 3 pc fair.. talk to them for a while and we proceed to bugis.. we walk for about 10mins then we decided to go home.. such a long day..

Now, i dunno why my mood is low.. mood swing.. feel that i find no meaning in life.. Failure in my studies, BGR, friendships, no career in mind for future.. all i want is to be a singer or a DJ. i feel that it is totally impossible. Such an ugly, fat, boring guy will never be a singer.. what should i do.. in relationship, i can't find my true love.. even though i find 1 i also won't dare to tell her because i am still afriad of the past...

the past experience really hits my badly.. i know there is some friends out there that really cares for me and accompany me to go through bad times. example, last thursday, i am totally upset that i fail my test but my classmates and friends are there to console me.. i am so happy about it..

I just feel that there is something missing in my life which i really dun know.. what is it ? is it love ? is it friends ? is it studies ? is it career ? i dunno.. Now keep listening to, Zhang Jing Xuan's Duan Dian.. Miss her again.. am i really in love with her.. i dun really know.. even though i like her love her also no use.. she will not accept me as i heard that she will not want to be in relationship while she is still studying.. want to date her out but she is busy with her meeting and projects.. am i in love ? God plz tell me..