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I am back from a long interval from the last entry.. have been busy with projects and studies.. Sound so stress.. yesterday, there is this guy who pass me a paper that says about a talentime organize by NUS.. i kinda of want to job but i am afraid.. dunno why also.. last sem i took part in 3 talentime competition i am not so afraid.. but i am afriad for this.. i dunno why..
Today, i am so sorry for my final year project's groupmates that i throw my temper.. i am just so stress.. the topic have been changing here and there. i hear le very blur until i pek chek.. i am thinking and thinking about the product how to design it.. suddenly there is a change in product.. i am shock and feel that my thinking had came to waste.. so i am so sorry to throw temper.. forgive me ok...??
beside school work, i am in a blur situation.. dunno what am i doing.. keep thinking about this person.. when i am down or what ever. she will say some encouraging words to me.. when i am sad feel like crying, she will talk to me and comfort me.. i dunno whether i got special feelings for her a not or we are only close friends.. i felt that i am like a bad guy.. i have no rights to like someone now.. i dun want to get hurt by the words spreading around me again.. make me feel like a bastard... i dun dare to fall in love.. i am afriad that once the words spread around and the girl change and start not to talk to me.. this type of pain is killing me..
sometime i think, do i really like that person.. do i really the one for her.. or should i say is she my princess... hiaz.. i think i will never answer such difficult questions..
5 Comments:
hey jimmy.. don feel stress out over your project and vent on your poor classmates.. yea? maybe talk to them that you feel irritated about changin of ideas here and there huh?
hmn..everything starts off by being frenz.. ya? real close frenz do get together too.. it's only the feelings that matters.. maybe stay out from a r/s for the time being, ya? don be sad anymore..
Hey Hey.. I think i know wat you think man.. Stressing is not the prob ya.. Got a lot of things going around. But i think i know wat the last para is talking about. haha.. Yoz, man, got anything can juz chat to me.. haha.
Hey Hey.. I think i know wat you think man.. Stressing is not the prob ya.. Got a lot of things going around. But i think i know wat the last para is talking about. haha.. Yoz, man, got anything can juz chat to me.. haha.
--Brandon
You've to sort out your thinkings well before you take any action. I know you're stress in your project, but learn to cope with it. I am too... I know FYP is not easy but the fact is still you have to finish it whether frustrated anot, whether you the topic keeps changing right? relationship i hope you can put aside 1st, things can't really go right at this moment but things MAY turn out different *but after all, what you want to do is off course still decided by you. As a friend or rather good friend of your's feel free to approach me, don't think too much and relax =)
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