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Like other people always say, it is another sad thing again. I am going to say yes again. Life recently is not very good. Things goes bad and I am trying my very best to stop this from happening but it does not seems like other people is giving me a chance. Today, I took a cab to school, even though I am not late but I still took a cab to school due to laziness. I do not plan to go to school today because of my mood. I pretend nothing happen and continue to be normal.

Today only about 5 person really talk to me, I am already very happy that got someone talk to me but not him. He is my buddy in SP. I had never regretted knowing him. This seems to be bad for us. He used to ask me whether I want to join him in anywhere but he never ask me today. I asked him a question; he does not seem to be bothered to answer me. What should I do? He used to be my energy to study and work. Now, things end up like that. I want it to be like the past. Lets treat nothing had happened.

When I reach home, I had been listening to a particular song. (Tata Young – I Think of You) all day long. Around 10pm, one of my classmate talk to me and tell me that things will be fine but now all I can do is to bare with it. He actually knows what happen. I am glad that someone really talks to me and cheer me up from the class. Without any reasons, I found tears falling down from my eyes. Maybe I am so happy that someone cheers me up or am I cried due to sadness. I do not know.

Thanks for those people around me that send me SMS to cheer me up and those who talk to me in MSN. I truly appreciate what you guys have done for me. I will never forget it. Thanks for being such a nice friends. I will never forget you forever you guys.

Below is the lyric of “I Think Of You” by Tata Young. It is very meaningful and I am sure people will like it.

Song Title : I Think Of You
Singer : Tata Young
Written by : Robin Scoffield and Reed Vertelney
Published by : Sony/ATV Songs LLC, Levosia and Chrysalis

When I’m down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I’m sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and ‘round
I can’t seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I’ve believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

Chorus
Is think of you
I think of you and it’s gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I’m strong
And I know I can go on
It’s like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there’s nothing I can’t bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won’t break
Through it all I’ll make it through
Cause all I have to do

(Chorus)

And when I think I’m all alone
I can’t see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

(Chorus)

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you