Lonely Valentine Day

Late in the night now and another lonely valentine day had just past. At the moment of time, I thought that I had totally given up on my angel and her picture had appeared in front of me. Those people who had my MSN contacts will be able to see this nick, _limmy (当我要把你忘记的时候， 你的倩影又出现在我眼前。 是命中注定我是不可以把你忘记吗？) These really symbolize how I really feel. Two days ago, one of my friends had actually waked me up from this deep misery and now it had pushed me back to it. I really wondered am I too stupid or too devoted to what I really like. I do not really know what to do now but I think all I could do is to rest and seriously think what I want to achieve in the end. I did buy her something for valentine day but I decided not to give it to her because I am not her close ones or what so ever. I am just her friend, giving her a present might caused the situation to be worst. I will really like to give it to her but I can’t. Now, that present is lying on my table day after day. In the first place, I decided to get her a present because this might be the last valentine day present I will be able to give it to her. I am going to graduate soon; I do not know whether I still have a chance to see her again. I really hope that she will remember me as a friend who will always be there to offer help when she needs any.

Lastly, let me put these song lyrics down. This song can really make someone cry. Hope you guys enjoy. Happy Valentine Day to all my friends.

痴心绝对

想用一杯 latte 把你灌醉 好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味 你不懂这种感觉 早有人陪的你永远不会

看见你和他在我面前 证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴 是你永远不曾过的体会

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解 我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备 静静关上门来默数我的泪

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会 我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

曾经我以为我自己会后悔 不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪 为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决