My Mood Was Going Down All The Way

I had not been updating my blog for quite some time; I think it is time to update it. For the moment, everything seems alright except of some cases. First, I had one person around me who was a freak. He is the type of person who will run away from heavy work and left it for me to clear. He only wants to sit down and do nothing. I had never come across such person in my life. I got to bear with it for another couples of days and I will never had to work with him again.

Secondly, I was quite upset that everyone was informed which days to book for our NAPFA test except me. I am so sad and I felt that I had been outcast. I called up and check with them and all I heard was that the person forgot to inform me. In my heart, I want to say “HUH”. In order to make the situation looks better, I just smile and hang up. But deep in my heart, I am terribly hurt. Am I such a person where no one will want me to be around? Am I that hard to reach? I switched on my hand phone the whole day and I received no calls from them concerning or even update me with the latest news. Why is this all happening to me? I got to face an idiot who do not want to work and been outcast. What is the true meaning of being happy? I really find no meaning in being happy and also living.